I can't stop looking at her picture. She has poised me! Help me! Now I really can't wait for April to come, to get a glimpse of her physically.

A simple good morning message from you just make the day so bright. Gonna start the day early. The parents is not giving any supports nowadays. Maybe they have other priorities. So things gonna be pretty tight and messy. Budget is a little off shape. Only thing I had left is, faith and confidence to go through it. And also, the small thought of that lady which seems to be appearing in my every minutes. Hope she will have a wonderful day. And you too peeps. Roger out!

'Satay Night went great yesterday at my place. Couldn't believe the some Singaporeans actually come all the way from Abu Dhabi and Fujairah. Managed to socialize with them. I was actually missing the first part of the event because of my presentation. And speaking of presentation, Alhamdulillah it went well. Couldn't believe that I manage to pull through another trick/bullshit even when my laptop is uncooperative. Some of my fellow seniors last semester actually started their MSc program. Gosh!! I would love to do Msc and go all the way to PhD. Well, let's take it progressively.

The plan for today is to dropped by Festival City/IKEA and purchase a new laptop. I'm not sure if the pay has already been deposit to my account. And, I'm still thinking if I would want a MacBook or another HP laptop. I've been using HP through out my life and I only suffered on this particular model. Invested about 4K for this laptop, the most high-end (at that time) but the battery didn't last, charger went bad and softwares is lagging. Someone advise me to start to change MacBook and see which one is better. you'll never try, you'll never know. So I'm not sure if I wanna take her advice. Still pondering. Arggh!!! Help me.

Saturday have always been the day I've always looked forward to. Can't imagine I wrote a new chorus in the morning. Yay!!! New song to start with. Ive written this song about a lady whom I still in love with, and the fact that she didn't agree to it because she thought it was all about a rebound relationship. We'll sometimes, things doesn't go or end up your way. I should accept that fact and try to move on. Maybe she's not meant for me. We can lose all hopes, but never lose faith in yourself and Allah. Cheers~

'kau bukan milikku' - Yuna

i felt that sunshine when I get to hear her voice.

Please don't tell me that being a module leader is bloody easy. Thanks to the ever awesome classmate I have, for diplomatically voting me as the module leader. Damn! At the work rate I'm having now, I think I will successfully struggle to the end of the term. Come on Syafiq!!! You can do it. Even Prof was shock that they voted me.

So, my laptop is virgin again. Manage to get rid of all that malware and virus and now, it's super clean. It's time to install back my Autocad and Micosoft Office. Got a lot of reports and e-mail to follow up since I'm the module leader. Now I'm really hoping for a distinction.

Weather is not being kind nowadays. It dropped like 10 degrees early in the morning and as usual, the hero will not bring his jacket. I'm not particular about my own health since I'm still single and having fun. Doing alot of golfing nowadays and coach is giving me positive remarks. Got back my personal trainer. Gonna do alot of pressings for my chest and my upper back. I need to be ready for April. Got lotsa dinner dates coming from Singapore minah. Wooohooo! I've not yet confirm the flight bookings, but confirm I'll be back to Singapore in April. Dates of departure is yet to be confirm. Can't wait to date all the minahs and try to be flirty again. Hahaha. Shites. Once in a while ya'll.

In another note, I managed into hacked some particular website and I saw that australian chick who cheated me and went with another guy picture. Sorry, but this is the truth. She seems happy and she's quite big actually. Maybe she ate alot of quarter pounders and chips. Woah, I'm gonna get that quarter pounder tomorrow from chillis! It bloody tasty and the mashed potatoes are just awesome. Not to mention the waitress, just flirty. And not to forget, those BBQ wings. Simply irresistable. Back to the story anyway, good luck to her and her new love life. Nothing to grudge about. Hopes she get what she aims and dream for. And hopefully, we won't get to cross path with each other. Cause if not, she'll gonna have to watch out for the water bomb that will land on her few seconds later. Hahaha.

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And there's another lady, whom I'm still, always messaging. She fine, cute, smart, sexy and sarcastic. She makes me smile everytime. Always trying to find fault in me but we end up both ways, loving. Hahahaha. She has a very tight schedule. She's got tutoring in the weekend and and a full-time job on the weekdays, and also part-time schooling to catch up. Sometimes, she won't even have time to say Hi! See, how sweet she is. Couple of times she left our conversation hanging but I know, it's not intentional. So be it, I'm not sure if I'm keeping up with relationship again but, to know someone who really cares for you is just totally awesome. Dear god, please make this particular lady, whom I misses and love the most, feel better tomorrow because she is suffering from a fever and flu for weeks. I'm almost worried about her every single hour. Haiz.

To end this very long and not updated entry, this Friday is satay night at my house. All singaporean communities will come and gather to enjoy the feast. There's a lady, my friend's daughter, who just finish her A's, who will also join in the fiesta. She's beautiful, elegant, smart and tall. Seen her pic from a website which is, confidential. Hahahahahaha. I can be one of those spies from Mission Impossible. Hahaha. Ok, I'm gonna meet her for the first time and shite, SYAFIQ!!!!!! how many girls lah you want to date. Haiya!!! Cheers to all and have a wonderful day ahead. Till we meet again. ;)

Happy New Year everyone. Coldplay was bloody awesome yesterday. I just love it when they sing all of my favourite song. Fireworks was damn nice. Let's start the new years for a new happiness by being a single. Cheers to the lover out there. You peeps are doing great. And to all single peeps out there, there still room for fun and loving. Just treasure the ones around you. One day someone will come knocking on the bells. Someone did but I was not ready for another long distance. Sorry to her and her ever sweet dream that doesn't come true. May you find someone better and who will love you.