i was waiting nervously, remebering the face of my tester which check my ic that morning... hoping for the worst to happen... when the first number was called, i was so relieve that the number was quite a gap from mine... then came the second, the third and the forth... but where was mine?? waiting impatiently, looking at everyone smiling away and suddenly my tester came inside with a basket with full of result slips... immediately when he arrive at the front desk, he told us to come forward... i cannot even believe what im going through... my heart was beating very fast as if i had just ran a marathon.... at 12:02 pm, the tester said, "congratulations, all of you passed..." the minute he said that, i was so unbelievable... i knew i had work all the way to get what i want, and this is what i had achieved for... god answered my prayers... mum prayed for me... my friends gave me support... i will not forget 30th May 2006, as it is the day, i, Mohamad Syafiq Bin Mohd Jahari, who is just below 21 years old, had achieved a class 2 riding license to ride any bike which no exceptions of below 200CC or 400CC...

sometimes, people think that there are things which are very impossible to achieved and yet happen... but today, i proof to people that it is all wrong... being the youngest class 2 testee is not impossible... people was watching me carrying and pushing the Nighthawk 750CC... 80 pairs of eyes just standing in a crowd to see you mount the bike, push it in the figure of 8... it was really a pressure... but, what we let them see, is what we let them notice and learn... i tried and achieved and the result is satisfying... now, im just another boy with another big bikes... cheers...

life is getting fun at work... we work, we jokes, we laugh, we smile... a new badge of workers, a new fun to revealed... am i leaving or not?? hmmm...

this is gonna be my 3rd baby...

i just dont believe that i have fall in love with a nurse...

this june is so pack and im so broke!!! bloody bloody!!! i need to pay for my LAOS trip... i need to take my TP... i need to take my power pleasure craft theory... i need to buy a new les paul epiphone classic guitar... i need to sign up for 3 star kayaking cert... so much of events happening... not to forget, my bloody common test is around the corner and the only thing i did is to work my ass out just to earn enough bucks... im so workaholic... and i haven't even yet revise my bloody schoolwerks... well, im still cool though... cheers~

i haven't yet slept for two days straight.... firstly, thanks to the champions league finale which barcelona won the championship.... secondly, thanks to my freaking flash.... supposedly to finish before the school reopens but thanks to the comm, i had to delay the making of the flash.... and i have to cope with work, school presentation, school tutorials and also this freaking presentation.... now, i really look like a zombie...

an egg which can never be a bird,
a cocoon which can never be a butterfly,
a tadpole which can never be a frog,
a seed which can never be a flower,
a latex which can never be rubber,
a wood which never be a chair,
a metal which can never be a car,
a feeling which can never be let out,

this is what i am, cause i'm never the person i want...

im suppose to buy for my mum bread but bread oleadi finish!!! sorry!! khekhekhe!!!

firstly, i am mad!!! this is worse... i just came back from malacca and supposedly i'm suppose to be back by noon... and yes, i got home at 2130hrs.... damn it....

secondly, i promise some friends to meet them today.... damn it, because of that malacca delay, my friends is totally pissed off with me..... you guys can f**k off if you think i'm a pain in the ass......

thirdly, i freaking haven't done my f**king flash presentation which is suppose to be handed in by tuesday......

fourthly, i'm f**king tired.... happy mothers' day...

my bloody fish just passed away.... bloody bloody!!! damn, i told u not to jump out of the tank and now, u just feaking leave me.... bloody bloody!!!

"the day is setting,
a rush from school just to be on time,
with a red top and the red cap,
praying always so that life is not put on the line,
to have faith in the weather changes as it is god's will,
a trust which they had to put on us,
to be punctual or get the word of curse from them,
to be mentally prepared for the worst to happen,
lastly, let it be flood,
let it be rain cats and dogs,
let it be all,
we always be there to deliver it for you..."

a day as a pizza delivery guy

"must i always take a back seat?
must i always be your clown?
did your ever really love?
were you always coming down?"

starsailor - coming down

dear flower

i would like to say sorry if i were to have to hurt you. you are the only flower which i'll be and ever love. when the sun rises, it only comes shining on you. being with the only flower makes me feel fortunate. in an unexpected manner, i made you disappointed and please, dont go rot on me. for which i promise to fill you with fresh water in the morning dusk, put you out in the sunlight where you can photosynthesis and watch you grow in the dim of the sunrise. watever is, if you had to leave, then i shall have no say. dear flower, if you had to leave, take everything you need and dont leave a root behind. in other case, i shall give you my last carbon dioxide and you shall provide me your last oxygen. with my greatest appreciation, the only flower that can never dies and will never leave me dying...

truly;
a regretfully human