who gave a big shot???? not me...... hehehehehehehe.......
feeling sick today.... so i went to work for one hour and after that, i went back.... why, it's because im sick.... duh!!!!! didn't tell anybody i left the shipyard but who cares, my health is more important...... i slept like the whole day today...... and after that, everything is good.....

today lesson is, WINNING IS NOT EVERYTHING...... i just remember winning is not only about winning..... it's about how u feel, how u have fun, how u take things in control..... and all it ever was is about having fun, fun, and always fun....... i freaking dont mind losing status, tophies, money, but as long as there's someone beside me and laugh about all those shit happens and how stupid we are to lose all those things ..... and yes, there are still people who stood beside me and just laugh of all these bloopers moments...... and these peoples, they rock big time....... about how shitty we get doing jackass stunts...... about how we end up in the police station...... about how we use to chill and miss the last trains...... hehehe, thining back again, i had just fuck up everything and it's all about ending a GOOD DAY with a freaking big smile..... we'll as it always have been reminding me, if you really deserve a good friend, you are ought to.... you don't find good moments where else, good moments find you..... friends, buddies, family, they are everything...... having them, you are just a winner....... that's another lesson loearn today..... well, that's about it...... i still got few more days before freedom is taken away..... but who cares, i just live for what i live..... i dont care about my big salary and i just want to have is, a big freaking good smile..... that's all i asked for and it is aways the same........... cheers everybody, enjoy the weekend.......

congrats, congrats, congrats, and many many congrats...... to my dearest far distance cousin.....

he's 23 and married, im 22 and a bummer... wtf, cheers~

live earth day...... fun was all we ever needed...... all that the moments we practice, today was the big day.......... it was a good moment to remember at the arena...... the biggest live stage i ever played....... we came out from the dressing room during the fireworks from the NDP rehearsal and nobody saw us..... we are just like the beatles......... we played live rock n roll....... the thing about that stage, the monitoring channel is all good but when it goes out to the channelling out the sound, it sounds weird..... but all the more, fun is what we ever had....... the pinholes are great....... great spy experiment are great...... everybody are great...... even the soundman, including the ushers...... the event was a great success...... rampage at the durian people, it was a great success...... thanks to the one who still keep on reminding on my days to national service....... but, while i still can, i hope to enjoy the best of all time with friends and family, and not forgetting my lovely lady nisa....... today was a pleasant and hopefully tommorow is a present...... cheers everybody~

life gets harder and harder days by days... but who cares right, its all about you....... 23 more days to enlistment..... i just cant wait..... why?? bcause i dont care..... i just wanna go there and leave everyone here........

went for anchorage last few days.... some ship anchor at east coast..... some ship anchor almost near to peninsula malaysia....... tanjung pengerang was the furthest i went........ working is the best..... cos i just see blue everywhere....... the sea is blue, the sky is blue........ and the most favourite thing about working in the ship is, u are left alone to do whatever u want......

this coming saturday is gonna be my biggest gig at all..... thanks to famie, i get to play with them again on the big stage....... do come if u're all are free.......... we will be starting right after the fireworks from the NDP preview...... should be around 2030....... ok guys, tha's about it..... im gonna rock my whole week...... cheers for the sweet revenge~

exactly 25 days to enlistment date...... exactly 29 days dads migrating to dubai for work...... i just pray hard for this family would turn better and i hope whatever it is, we are still one happy family...... regardless of being poor or rich or sophiscated or simple, all i wish for is togetherness and strong bonding..... well i think that's about it, gonna sleep now...... and btw, integration 2007 rocks...... hell yeah!!!! cheers~