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........Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha kepada semua!!!!........

.......HAPPY BIRTHDAY 21st KAKAK!!!.......

today, wake up in the morning for soccer.... went home quite late yesterday... chill at boat quay with mail, azhar, syafiq, mamat..... well, it's quite a moment i chiil late at night specially at boat quay..... it's very fun.... teringat masa dulu-dulu zaman-zaman nakal..... khekhekhekhe..... well, unfortunately, we drank teh tarik.... ate mee goreng.... ordered mee goreng pedas punyer but came out mee goreng tak kick...... haizz..... but what to do, dah lapar.... telan aje lar.... hmm.... had some gag with mamat's dream of riding R1..... dier punye riak, tak bleh angkat..... bro! 2B lepaskan dulu.... seperti orang kater, mula dari bawa dahulu...... after the late night supper, we took a walk along the pubs..... i was quite shock there wasn;t much people like it used to be..... mungin semua dah insaf..... khekhekhekhe.... oh yah, saw khai mulut.... biasalah, dah ader motor mesti merayap nye.... he was going to penny black... that's is one of newcastle fan club..... chey, member dah pandai turun pub.... kencang sey......

took night rider home.... i was the second last to board the bus..... mamat and syafiq took the nr to chua chu kang..... azhar took the one which goes to pasir ris.... left me and mail alone.... fortunately, my bus arrive first..... khekhekhekhe.... took 174M..... kesian mail..... kena tunggu sorang-sorang... took a nap in the bus.....luckily didn't miss my stop....

woke up for soccer.... bebudak sumer call me for morning wake up..... biasalah, star of the star..... aper nak buat...... had some conflicts with mum.... yang paling tak paham, everytime im home, she will always took the chance to nag and nag..... i dont understand.... what have i done wrong..... i didn't commit any crimes... asal tiba-tiba slalu marah tak tentu pasal..... i just dont get it.... she was nagging bout my volunteering stuffs..... so i told her, i wont go for any volunteering thing anymore..... perhaps, i will become one sampah masyarakat...... maybe that's what she want... fine, i'll give her that..... and im not talking to her for these few days.......

soccer was great..... 1st half, lost 3-0...... after second half, we manage to pull through and score 3 goals.... final score 3-3..... tak menang, tak kalah.... yang penting happy...... after not playing soccer for 3 months, felt like something new.... khekhekhe.... i lst my skills...... takpe... pelan-pelan kayuh... mesti boleh...... well, i injured my finger after trying to save the ball..... every heard a very loud crack sound from my finger when i was about to catch the ball..... the moment i open my gloves, dah lebam!!!!! wah!!!! sebey tanciah!!!! dier peh sakit, tak bleh angkat!!!!!!! had problems riding my bikes especially when controlling the clutch.... my fingers really hurts alot...... luckily it didn't broke.... choy choy choy..... well, today was quite a tiring day.... had some naps after the match.... sorry tak dapat turun 4PM.......

reason pasal tak turun 4PM:
1) penat baru lepas main bola
2) family conflicts
3) jariku lebam!!
4) malas
5) malas
6) and malas!!!! khekheke

today, 16th January 2005,
Singapore won Tiger Cup.... We are the Champions!!! ole! ole! ole! ole!

todae, woke up very late... as usual, came to school late..... went for caed class... then after caed class, ate roti john with fadil and company..... i dont where is the bonkers.... usually they lepakz at canteen 1.. then went straight back to class...... well, unfortunately i didn't go sholat jumaat bcoz class starts at 1 till 3...... aper nak buat, nasib badan...... then did some electronic stuff.... then, talk talk in class..... then finally, school ends..... went back straight then too a nap..... head still got migrane... then after i wake up, walland!!.... i see double vision... cannot even read the newspaper... very blur!!.. then had a shower.... promise hamri and fauzi that i will go takraw with them.... went off with my vespa and striaght to school..... well, i didn't eventually play takraw.... sat at the sideline and crack some lame jokes.... the funny things is, im having migraine, my whole body aches and i have frequently fart.... khuakakakakaka.... to people who sat beside me, a piece of infomation, fart is meant to be smell... that's why god created it... khuakakakaka.... so dont complaint!!... and dont say that im digusting.... everyone do farts.... only most of them are shy.....

back to the story...... went off quite early because it's going to rain..... got home and called rafiq to arrange the delivery of the gong stand... well, the delivery got quite complicated because 4PM was closing at 930..... rafiq finish dikir at 10.... thanks to kak saadah, we store that thing at her place..... went to her place.... her father open the door..... luckily her father didn't ask many questions..... if not im gonna have trouble communicating with my english + malay language..... after the whole thing has been settle, went to aloha loyang!!!! yippee... great day to enjoy......

we arrived at the chalet...... latip, khairi, farihin, me and rafiq is going to changi village.... before we went straight to chagni village, we waited for wan ahmad... a short while, his bus arrived...... he look really shag.... maybe because he was tired working the whole day at the fire station...... khuakakakakaka.... went together-gether and ate nasi lemak and satay...... had fun criticising wan with his fireman jokes...... went back to chalet, then straight to bed..... weeeeee...

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