ahhhh..... my weekends is finally arrived..... just finish playing sepaktakraw with my buddies..... burned some calories and yes, after this i have to book in again..... hhhhmmmm..... too bad...... well, not much of things to do this coming weekend.... just that, kompang on sunday, maybe before kompang, thought of going cycling at bukit timah hill with them again.... we'll see..... if not, im going to the swimming pool.... so long never had a good swim..... need to tighten my biceps, triceps, and those muscles....... hehehehehe..... ok, i think thats all i have planned for this coming weekend..... im broke, so dont expect my presence that much.... to everybody, cheers for the new coming 2008!!! and shit, im getting older..... got to go.... cheers~

happy birthday darling...

selamat hari raya aidiladha....... this is the first ever hari raya im not with my both mum and dad...... hearing azan bergema, i suddenly feel lonely...... im like as if a lost child for a moment..... but then, hey im 22..... i have to start to depend on myself..... but slowly, i hope get the hang of it..... being independent is easy, but when u're love ones is not around, that is the hardest part..... like some say, loves make u weak..... and that's true, i really support that......

oh well, today's plan is nothing much.... just that we got a house hopping..... lots of people inviting us to their house for food...... yipppeeeee...... i guess i have to double my work out on friday...... usually i ran 4km, but because of today's food, i think 4km is not that enough to burn all those calories i've earn today.......maybe i should go to work not taking the train, but to just jog to work..... the whole point here is not about growing fat or maintaing my body.... but i just wanna keep my jogging pace..... my stamina is now consider up to standards..... hehehehehe..... well, have to keep up to the standards if i wanna be combat fit...... if not, i'll be dead if they throw few hundreds push ups on me again..... the green uniform look nice in me this way and i hope in few months, i dont earn a belly cos if i does, i got problem playing my electric guitar and my scooter will starts to complaint on me..... well, end of story, today is a whole food feast day...... ketupats, rendang, seronding, all those hari raya dishes, i love them...... and i love them coming in my mouth..... hehehehehehe..... anyway, tommorow is working day.... hope all of you get a good day tommorow, and lastly, thank god its friday...... looking forward for tommorow.....

oh yah, hadi mirza is the asian idol (for ur info ONLY)...... like as if i care!!!!! cheers~

i hold my tears..... i hold it every little minute, every seconds....... but i just cant stand it..... even when i was at the door reciting the azan...... it was the most longest azan i ever recite... but then to see the picture, she going for a good cause...... for the rukun of islam..... i hug her and kiss and then, she just past the gate..... our tears is just rolling down our cheeks..... both my sisters were leaning on me..... we were left alone..... what can we only do is just to pray hard for a good haji amd hope she return safe...... may god bless people whose doing the good and forgive for people whose doing the wrong.... and so, for this whole month, i need to be well-behaved..... cheers~

just to wonder, why life just turn out to be on the wrong side..... first ever thing they said to me was, welcome to PLC (welcome to hell)...... u're now an infantry medic... every little shit they organise, u are activated...... sispec training, safwos event, SMI overseas, ROC, every little shit, u have to cover...... and that's why we are wearing a green beret...... i thought medics' life is total slack.... to think again, things get more worsen.... from bad to worst!!!! but overall, medics here are all friendly, we are one bunch of important bastards and we can call ourself lazy but when it comes to responsibility, we never go negative... that's what we are, and that's why medics' life is total arse..... great food, great accomodation, 24hours covers, welcome to PLC!!!! cheers~

finally, everything is over.... all those trainings, marching, shouting, scolding, it is all over.... the very moment that we have been waiting for.... the moment where we are hoping for when we first step on this institute.... never in the whole entire life was this stressful, this physical challenge, mentally tired.... it was pain, it was all about patience, and lastly, it is all about brotherhood and team-spirit..... we manage to go through all.... that is why they call, the P033 combat medics, (medic, bloody proud; every medic is a leader; and so they may live)...... tomorrow is posting day... hope everything gonna stay cool.....