Show me what you like and I'll show you what you'll love.

I'm sorry if I said that I have no feelings for you. I know we talk alot and you are being so nice to me. It's just that you already have a date who really do cares for you. I'm miles far away from you and I do not wish to put hopes in you. I really want you to be with him and be happy. Tell you the truth, I have really fallen for you. Wish that you could read this, dear flower.

kau bukan milikku.

Last night was quite a tiring night. Firstly, I almost hit a lamppost when I saw her replying my message. Hahaha. But due to my flexible and agility I had in me, I manage to avoid it. Luckily nobody saw it. Then I went back home and thought of revising some chapters as exam is just round the corner. So I open the book and one minute later, I was yawning like nobody business. So I close and put my books aside. Went to the room and get my guitar. Plug the iRig in on my iPhone and start jamming. I don't know what got into me. I start to arrange chords for a new song. This time it's about how my relationship ends. It's starts of aggressively but slows down when the verse is about to come in. This song I would like to focus more on the vocals so that the lyrics will stand out. The lead will accompany the vocalist with some humming of last three string with a little bit of delay and overdrive. Bass line wise will be short and simple. Drums on the other, will be a little bit 1970s style. And the title of the song is, "it's not perfect but it is still ok until the 3rd person came." It's a little bit long but I have to ask the other guys what do they think about it. Can't wait for February to go back Singapore and jam with the guys. I thought it would be nice to go for another short trip while I'm in Singapore. The last trip was to Phuket. That was fun. I think it would be more fun this time because I'm single. Hahahaha. Living like a rock star yea. We'll have to make plans with Ezza and Zam. Maybe this time would be either Bandung or Koh Samui. We shall see! Cheers~

The secret recipe is out. And that's how it works.

Rule 1: Never date someone's girlfriend or wife even though she's your dream girl or she has someone else in her heart!
Rule 2: Remember that when you're out with your date, make sure she feels comfortable and secure because if anything happen to her, you're fucked!
Rule 3: Always send your date to her doorstep unless she insist and always ends the last word praising her.
Rule 4: Never fall into her easily and never make the first move until she gives a signal.
Rule 5: Friends never kiss each other. Tell her the truth that you love her. And you'll see the magic!

Remember, if you get bloody confused, then go back to Rule number 1 again! It takes patience and guts to be a great gentleman because when you will meet your life partner, she will definitely tell her/your children how you bloody ask her out. So don't end up being a loser.

It's been few days I did not update. So here it is. Last few days chatted with lil sis on the phone. It's been true that most of my family members in Singapore are aware of the broke up of my relationship. And yes, truly, most of them are thinking that I was the reason for the broke up due to my attitude, I'm a bully, my arrogant and also my ignorance. Well, I told her let them think whatever they want, we just smile and hope at the end of the day everything will turns out right. What's there to correct others when we can't even look inside the mirror and correct ourself. So here's more to it, everything might not turn out what it's suppose to be and be it a happy ending, every little thing happens for a reason and for that reason, it's a lesson for us to learn. It's ok to hope for the best, but sometimes the best isn't really the best and there might be more to come. We use to sing and hyme these words: don't worry about a thing cause every little thing will be alright. So let's be happy. Don't worry lil sis, I know you love me so much. After all, it's just another sad day which needs to be brighten up with a smile.

I woke up feeling ever so lonely as they slowly fades away from my dream.

If you think you are in love with two people, choose the second person because if the first person was all you really wanted, you won't be having a second option.

Please don't let your heart address me because it's filled with emptiness.

And I should have told you that everyone knows what they wished they have said. When the back lights have broken, and all that you build just come tumbling down. And don't try to hold it cause you know you can start all over again.

Being single only means that you are patient enough to wait for someone you deserve and someone who really deserves you.

It is 12 midnight now and I'm thinking of her. I can't believe that I lost her to a Malaysian guy. I'm still confused by myself whether if I still do care about her. Dear Allah, please put my mind to peace.

I gotta call HIM, sejadah is where the booth is.

There are only two kinds of people in this world. Good people who do good deeds. And bad people who do bad. That's the only difference in human beings.

And I give it all up. There won't be anymore kisses because every inch of it would reminds me of you.

Emily Luther, you are so so sweeeeeet. I would definitely dream of you tonight.

I was not sad about losing that 5 years of relationship, but I'm sad about a girl who still ignores me and my messages. How can I heal, dear flower?

That convoy to Musandam was a very peaceful one. 10 Singapore cars. I drove alone. Listening to The Fray on the stereo while driving along the valleys and cliffs with the windows wind down. Nothing can beat that feeling. Oh yah, first ever birthday of being single after 5 god damn long years. Ladies and gents gave me lotsa messages. Now nobody will get jealous with all those lovely wishes with hugs and kisses. Feeeeweeeeeeet! So, freedom of speech is back to norm again. Ahakz. Camping at Musandam was absolutely unforgettable experience. The best thing of all, the kids are funny. They had fun. They make stupid, lovely jokes. They are god damn cute. Playing musical chairs with them makes me became part of them. I still remember, one asked,"what are the two animals which resembles the Merlion?" This particular kid with full of confidence raise his hand and shouted, "Chicken and giraffe!" What the hell! Hahahahahaha. Everybody burst into laughter. The best part is everybody worked together. Pitching tents together, set-up the barbecue and prayed together. I shared some ghost stories in NS. Some of them got scared. So, I gave them a lesson. I asked them, who should we be afraid of? They replied Allah. Yeah, we should be afraid of Allah. And ghost comes from who? They replied; Ghosts come from Allah. So I advise them to pray so that Allah can protect from all this things. "Remember, Allah will help those who loves him." After that, the kids grew closer to me and are more confident now. I feel so brotherly love. Next day, I gave them an offroad ride in my Jeep. They really love it! Hahahahaha. In the afternoon, went to the cruise and watch the dolphins. We throw the kids in to the sea and we swim in the middle of the sea. That's so cool. After that, I'm dead tired. Now, I'm just waiting for my eyes to shut on me. It was such a lovely weekend and like I say again, another unforgettable experience. Cheers~

jadilah bunga di tepi jurang, indah dipandang susah di dapatkan...

every woman deserves a man that can make her forget her heart was ever broken.

So what about man? Do you think that we don't have broken hearts? This statement is wrong! Haha!

I was facebooking and saw an interesting post by a fellow friend. Here is how it goes:

How to keep your boyfriend happy?
Trust in him. Don't be selfish. Let him talk to other girls. Don't be boastful. If you know that it's your fault, apologise. And lastly, love him with all your heart.

How to keep you girlfriend happy?
Make her your one and only.

Making her your one and only is not a problem. The major issue is where I can find such girl. Ahakz!

Here's a thought of every man who tries to understand what is in his hands.
He walks away from the open road of love and life, surviving if he can.
He was bound with all the weights of all the words he tries to say.
He was chained to all the places that he never wished to stay.
As he faced the sun, he cast no shadow.
And she took his soul and stole his pride.

Dear ladies, some advice for you.

Air yang tenang jangan disangka tiada buaya.

Thanks to the AC Unit, I've got another scar on my forehead. Now the pain really irritates me. Argh!