phew.... today went to schoo late... damn it.... brought car to school.... as usual... my bike still haven't repair.... so no other choice.... today school was great.... as usual, sleep in class, did some revision and the freaking thing is, only 6 people attended PDP lecture and that includes me.... im like WTF..... better dont teach at lecture theatre.... imagine u inside lecture theatre with 5 other students... and a lecturer shouting from below trying to teach..... oh my god.... might as well do it at mcdonalds..... after my 1500hrs lecture, went to have a nap.... then straight to NYP... ehem ehem.... paham-paham je lah.....

damn, my whole body freaking hurts.... yeap.... i did a terribly big mistake which i didn't had my warm up before taking my NAPFA test.... now, im suffering.... my abs, my muskel, everything really hurts... damn it... what to do.... still must go to school hor.... today, quite a good day... did EID powerpoint presentation..... luckily im a freaking good draftman.... if not, my group will gonna stuck with the single line diagram which we are suppose to finish it at home before coming to class... yeap... that's my class for today.... just presentation and we went home straight.... but, i didn't go home.... as usual.... head straight to work.... with my body aches, still head to work.... came abit late but manager rilek je.... see me osso like no business.... biasa lar.... saper nak marah syafiq!!! dier kan cool!!!

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

i know you miss me badly,
but what can i do,
i have a responsibility,
and i hope u can understand...

oh my god... today really suck.... i woke up late in the morning.... im suppose to arrive to work at 0700... but then, i woke up at 0700.... then, grabs dad vehicle to work.... sorry.... after work, went to soccer at pasir ris crest sec.... as usual, 4PM soccer match... as usual, when i play, we always win..... hehehe.... after soccer match, drop by simpang bedok to have our dinner.... well that's about.... i think im really exhausted.... nites...

power!!! today first stop to work.... second stop to rsp.... last stop to alam mimpi..... khuakakakakaka....

kudoos to fadzly..... paham-paham jer ehk.....
kalo lu tak tau, gua tau....
kalo lu mau tau, lu pegi cari kat pasar.....

work is great... macam biasa... keje relek jer.... bali keje, straight away to rsp.... thanks to rsp F&B for ordering jemput-jemput KETAM!!!! nampak sedap, tapi macam sial... hilang selera je (paham-paham ehk).... there's some RGS girls join us for the tutoring too.... they abit too themselves... but not sure if they really shy or they just very quiet because inside rsp, got many cute-cute, hensem-hensem guys.... girls also very the pretty.... maybe that's the reason of why they are shy...... =)

after that, i went to the imigration to stamp my passport.... destination to dreamland.... kwang kwang kwang....

phew, today was my mock interview... eksen jer cakap ngan cikgu nak jadi polis... padahal-padahal.... yeap, i wrote a resume which i stated there wanting to join the police force team as a career.... thought of joining the traffic police, but nevermind lar... i become sailor more good.... if i become traffic police, i fall at road very pain!!! but if i become sailor, i fall into the sea, no pain... but dead!!!! =)

btw, dont tell people.... today i work like a pig!!!! until 3am hor!!!

today, falah birthday!!!

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Falah,
happy birthday to you.... jeng jeng jeng...

today went to lau pa sat.... met integration campers, facis and even committee... fuyooo power.... then today, i got new word, which is....

SATEA
SATAY + TEA = SATEA

go SATEA... go SATEA... go SATEA...

firstly, thanks to sis who want to run a duathlon relay with me... yipee!!! let's make a good one.... yeap the relay consist of 4km run, and 4km kayaking.... it's gonna be whole lot of torture.... we'll im gonna keep myself prepared.... 4km is a freaking far.... guess i need to bring 10 litres of water... hehehe.... no!!! i think i must pack some light refreshment so when im running, i can eat.... and yeap, i slept again in class.... goodness.... what's the point of going to class....

hehe... watched pirates of caribbean today at the grand cathay.... bloddy digitally sound... it's so freaking cool... i'l make sure i'll own a bloody digitally sound home theatre so i can watch my dvd more realistic.... that's about it... :D

how many special people change?
how many lives are living strange?
where were you while we were getting high?

slowly walking down the hall,
faster than a cannonball
where were you while we were getting high?

someday you will find me
caught beneath the landslide
in a champagne supernova in the sky

wake up the dawn and ask her why
a dreamer dreams, she never dies
wipe that tear away now from your eye...

and she cried...

rsp was great today.... first session and thank god, im not more the group leader... dont worry, i'll try to stack up more lesson plans... hehe... go spongebob!!!!.... to fellow members, sorry cant join u all for baybeats.... hope u all have a good treat by epie, and to zam, take good care while serving the nation.... u've got 3 months.... jgn lupa blanja bila ko dah dapat gaji... go DART go!!!

freaking hell, this week really sucks big time.... gotta work like a monkey.... and when i freaking rush to work, my bike is smashed by a fucking driver who fucking dont know how to reverse or fucking get out a parking lot.... dont worry, once i found whose the guilty one, im gonna smashed ur blardy windscreen.... i bet u have to worry!!! blardy driver....

napfa test is just a few weeks.... goodness, i haven;t yet trained.... i need to go macritchie to run.... dude, i have no transport... argh!!!! shit man.... shall stick with bus.... and say no to running on tracks cos footballers these days just fucking arrogant.... they think they are one bunch of school team player but, they are crap... look at those thin legs.... im sure they gonna crack once i get them... hehehe... aniwae, baybeats here i come...

yeap better not forget.... no flirting!!!

5 days of camp was great... even before the camp itself is freaking cool... bloody bloody... we had fun, we jokes and we cared... but most of all, logistic is the words... brothers for life... even when one logistic guys is sick, one went our for wedding, our work is still on... we treat ourselves like brothers... a bond which no one can break... people throw task at us, ask us to fulfil their needs but still, we are still standing and there to provide them with their needs... sleepless nights, running up and down the dorm, carrying heavy equipment/stuff, delaying our meals, missed out the actions, all those thing just to fulfil their needs... we are one bunch of cool, funny, enthusiastic, hard-to-understand people... that still remains in the logistics commitee of integration camp... we still rocks!!! and shall it remain forever...

the germans beat my argentinians..... bloody coward!!!