it was not suppose to happen.....

seeing a group of guys losing hope.....

losing their faith in theirselves....

some with their wife, some with their financial loans.....

maybe some say money is not important.....

but without money, we cannot buy food and loan homes....

without food and home, we cannot live.....

fulfilling words from you we already buy....

circle of trust is barely seen....

treating each other with respect......

but yesterday, you ignore......

what you promise was never what you gave.....

thank god you have a good life and assets....

but can we thank god that you have cheat us....

can we thank god that what we promised we didn't get....

all the work loads you gave us all we carry and fulfil it by the end of the day.....

all the working under the hot sun was just a volunteery action....

i am never mad, i am never angry.....

it's because there a word that really hurts us....

this word really gives us hope.....

this words change our attitude and make us one big family to work with.....

but then, without fulfiling the word which you say, you make us all lost....

lost in hopes, fear of trusting each other.....

for which never can no one imagine the group of people who can stand the hot sun,

who carries heavy metal up there,

the strong and hardworking people,

who dedicated their life in working for you,

just sit down and see their tears rolling down.....

by which today, the only word which i would never use,

promise......................

one day, i'll find a rich wife who can feed me, and i dont need to work..... i can just stay home and play my guitar the whole day..... maybe in between, i can polish my vespa...... kids?? hhhmmm.. maybe kids put aside and just concentrate of enjoying my life fully...... and guess what??? am i selfish???? u're bloody right i am.... but who cares... cheers to jack sparrow!!!!

sunday morning was the best because i couldn't see any morning..... why??? i woke up and see it was already 1pm..... khuakakakakakakakaka..... how bout flea market for today and ends the day at starbucks bukit panjang.... good idea, but erm..... bar none tomorrow to catch the pinholes live in action..... nothing but sweet memories of fun and laughter....... again, work tomorrow, hhhhhmmm.... just plain lazy..... and guess wat, lets get the full use of sunday........

oh yah... i just came back from chalet and its was freaking sleepy to drive alone from pasir ris to bukit batok..... and i nearly fell asleep...... been there done that..... and im still alive.... huakakakakakaka...... gonna get hoochies now ( NO DISTURBING sign!!!!)...... cheers~

tribute to the beatles...... was really a freaking wow!!!!! first few bands are kinda bored cos they are more like punk rock..... basically, all the while im not listening to what they are singing..... and it really hurts the ear..... but when it went to the pinholes, it was a wow............ many fans though....... i played with them for the last 2 songs which are, come together and im still sleeping....... it was a really bombastic......... really felt like an artist but i didn't really quite satisfied cos i didn't played through the amp..... i played out straight to the mixer.... so basically, i just played without listening to my own guitar........ and mamat's rickenbacker was a total blow!!!!! now i know where is it from...... white falcon is my next or maybe should i go for epiphone dot with P90's picks fix with tons of gadgets...... maybe...... no worries though, i will definitely get those after serving the nation...... gonna get my own shit and start of my own piecework before everything is too late...... and ya, turn left at the lobby ya!!! not turn left on the lobby.....

You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 27th july 2007 (FRI) at 8.30 AM to BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 2.........

two words -------> FUCK YOU!!!!!

where were you when i needed you...
i just can't walk anymore,
i just can't talk anymore...

where were you when i needed you...
my legs are hurting,
my hands are bleeding...

and all i need is just pure you.......

phew, graduation letter i received........ such an emotional night.... letter stated that i'll be officially graduating on the 12th of june.... but there was one single little thing i really hoped...... of all the while i went through ups and downs during my school days, the only person i turn up to is, mum...... during ite days where people look me as if im a maggot, i strive hard to be where i would now just because i want to prove people wrong and without her help, it wouldn't be impossible....... it's a sad moment to hear that she could not attend my graduation cause mum is going umrah...... im gonna give her my fullest support so that she can perform her pilgrimage at the end of the year well...... i've done her promise to get a diploma and yes, im proud of it and i hope u're proud of me too...... i would do every little thing for you.... and yes, i hope for a wife like u......

the greatest mothers' day present is to show you my graduation letter..... and now im in the same level as my other siblings, i hoped for what u dream of what u always want me to have, a degree...... maybe next time cos MR CMPB is on the waiting list....... serving the nation for the next 2 years after that i hoped for a degree...... in this world which i learn alots of things, every little thing we do is achievable regardless whether u want it or not...... nothing is impossible.....

remember wildhogs, i did that today with my dad's bike........ it's like riding a pig, and it's damn heavy...... but it really pays off...... i was hoping to ride beside the beach going like 100 plus mile per hour and it really came true..... and the feeling was great...... imagine from jb to malacca only on and the half hour..... was really travelling at 160 km/h and it doesn't seems like it....... and it was pure fun and laughter....... the only thuing i know was riding into the sunrise when i reach perak...... we are chasing the sunrise...... and al that, i come to a good promise...... a good getaway and like kampong days, i sat and eat kampong rice, kampong dishes..... and it's pure kampong....... hearing the chicken noises and staying inside a really wooden kampong make me feels refresh...... hehehe.... i got chendol and i was stuck to it.... chendol plus pulut.... oh my god..... im getting PHAT!!!!!!!!

chasing sunrise ride to Lumut, Perak

hehehehehehehehehehe...... what day is today..... IT'S MAY DAY!!!!!!! it's heaven again........ welcome fun...... like the old days we ride together again....... me and apis on the scootsy...... like nothing can replace our baby........ all these 3 years of riding, scootsy is still the best because i look great on them...... ugly scootsy, we are you?????? cheers~