it was 14th of January 2006, i wrote this on my blog...

it was last night when i didn't approach her, so dumb of me to ignore her... now i have to wait for another moment to see her again... damn...

it was last night she approaches me... she closed my eyes and whisper these words; "guess who?"... the moment i hear her voice, my heart suddenly stopped... and it was really her... i was in denial... it looks like a dream but this is reality... and she did went back just to surprise me on my birthday... and finally, i get to see her smiles again... thank you darl~

i have realized that everyone seems to stop blogging now... well, lets not follow because in this way people will know how and where I have been every now and then.... its the been weeks since I last wrote an entry.... I'll try to write a decent entry from now.... Let's start from yesterday night.... Quite a lethargic nightbecause I'm doing medical duty.... There's one hyperventilation case in the early night.... We wasn't quite prepared but finally, it came through and the guy was okay.... We did struggle with some of the equipments especially when the drip is not set.... Thank god, the medical officer was around.... Get some scoldings but the rest of the night turns great..... This is how it should looked like when someone who is not suppose to be a medic turns to be one.... Truthfully, I just can't be bother anymore.... Right now, I should say I in the midst of just serving the national service.... All these medical skills that I've learn will one day just go away... So might as well just don't even bother.... It get complicated when one tends to ask some medical questionnaire and we just looked rather dumb and ignorant.... And that's because we just don't bother to do research and sometimes, we doesn't even know what is the patient talking about..... To let the matter rest, we admit we are just bunch of fellas who passed medical school because we do not want our NS life to do recourse all over again until we ORD.... If there was a war and turns up that I need to be at the frontline for a combat medic, all I can say I protect my life first than those chaps.... Not to say selfish but this is me, what else can I say....