tired..... im very tired..... not only tired, but thirst as well..... i just got back from Taman Warisan Melayu.... theres a TAA charity ride with the scooters, gilera, scramblers, harley davidson and more.... there's even mat yoyo, maty rempits, whaetsoever..... and what am i??? i am the marshal........ huakakakakakaka..... i am responsible for the safety, the organisation of the convoy... well, this is my first marshalling with GWS (gold wing singapore).... i really enjoyed it..... but it's quite tiring..... but, people are just surprise.... why??? a teenager riding a huge monster..... that's not common..... hehehehehe...... well, yesterday was ramadhan on wheels..... it was a successful event..... unforgetful event since the first year i joined...... memories of the client, of the people receiving the "habuan", the tears in their eyes, the deep sorrow of words the say, its all very sad..... and there is still people like this who is still living in this world but indeed, we didn't realise and didn't put in effort for these peoples...... thanks to 4PM, the committee, we make ourselves a something yesterday...... hopefully, it will still continue and for much of better in future..... that's about, before i go back to my prison, selamat berpuasa..... cheers~

living life with full of responsibilities is very hard....... especially when dad is not around and im the only man in the family which can goes around conveniently..... sometimes i feel regretful for not fulfilling promises to my friends and sometimes it really hurts when someone need u by their side and u just have to go with ur promises..... in which, i hope theres another me to be my family side, and also another me for my friends side...... friends always think that im getting away from them but they just dont see.... like most, people always assume and we as victims, we just smile and wink..... today is my last block leave..... im not sure how is my schedule after gonna be like..... i promise boi to attend Ramadhan-On-Wheel next saturday..... and also promise the gold wingers to attend TAA Charity Ride on the following sunday..... but being a government child, theres no freedom..... ok lah, cut all these sorrows and craps..... lets move on to life cause we have to.... or else we'll be living in the dark....

btw, i've just painted my room days ago..... someone commented that it is not very professional.... well, for someone sick to paint the entire room one night is magical.... at least, my room is painted and ready for the coming HARI RAYA..... and btw, for ur info, im officially broke.... this month, i'll be going to beg to people..... thanks to the army, they'll gonna sponsor my accomodation and my meals.... huakakakaka.... in return, they'll gonna give me hard time..... isn't that cool.... where in this bloody world u can get free food and free rooms to stay..... only the army has it...... 9 weeks of training gonna be tough..... im gonna learn the Intravenous therapy, mainly for lethal injections, so that people who i dont really fancy in this world, will be DEAD!!!! another shitty thing to learn is the Cardiopulmonary resuscitation, which is irritating, and stupid.... in the army they got this machine which can automatically do the CPR for the victim and i still dont understand why must we learn the old ways..... well, maybe just for fun and laughter...... ok, gonna pack the bags and gonna leave this town...... as the saying goes, a man gotta do what a man gotta do....... as ever, stay peace, stay cool, dont fast and drink lotsa water cos u gonna get dehydrated...... weather is hot, so keep indoors or else u'll be getting heat stroke and that is really shitty.... that's about it...... cheers~