a great confession to make, while the sick nightingale whispering its chirp middle of the night..... dying for a white rose but it went to gutter of the horse...... rainbows are no more to be seen, sad tunes are just about to hear..... everytime i hope for the best, only tiny rays will just appear beneath the clouds..... i dont know why?? everytime i smile, there will be an ounce of sadness beneath somewhere.... i didn't intend to do it..... and i really didn't intend to do it...... the best moments is just to close my eyes and cry to sleep...... hoping for tomorrow will be fine.... fine it is but only for a little while..... a big news i heard to day to tell u but it feels heavy..... like as if my mouth is stick with a glue that can never be cut open..... only desperately away, going in the middle of the night to where i come from, to where i'll always been when im down, to which i'll find when im lonely....... for today i've hurt u, for tomorrow i'll love u........

first stop, IDAC bukit batok.... second stop, Bukit Batok NPC..... third stop, sleep...... and that's about it..... im so sick of handling this shits and it really is a headache...... and tomorrow work, gonna be a long one..... hhhhmmmm... enjoy the weekend while u still can..... cheers~

i may call myself rich and stupid because i just come out RM1700 to just tow that car from Kuala Lumpur to Singapore..... thanks eh!!! sitting on a tow truck from Kuala Lumpur to Singapore is really damn tiring..... and guess wat, i just find out the tow driver was really friendly....... cool....

life is precious and i just learn it......

a car that hit us with a speed of atleast more than 110km/h...

the car is wrecked....

and so is ours.......

we are lucky to leave the accident without major injuries.... we are just so damn lucky.....

sometimes, to think back.... what is life about?? love, fun or just for the sake of it..... to my point, life is not like a box of chocolate..... life is about how u live like a shit and become someone who deserve respect.... and the true thing is, u live like shit and it really feels great.... sunday was always fine especially when i know tomorrow i have to work..... but, it's always fun.... gonna finish my phot editing today because i dont anybody to be going up chasing for pictures..... but the shitty thing about these business, they freaking talk alot, but ending up paying late....... so some education for people who is hiring photographers, u betta have cash before u make an appointment for ur makeover pictures.... stupids!!!!

last few days was fun..... even saturday, even friday.... and it gets so much more fun when the days go by..... i hope tomorrow is fine...... mondays blues!!! cheers~

phew....... off day today... sitting at home is always the best.......food in the kitchen..... watching the dvds all day, nothing can beat that...... after this, gonna run some errands at the mart..... no more junks at home...... and yes, i just remind mysef to pump the engine oil..... this gonna leads to dirtying my hand..... not much gonna happen today.... gonna work out my stamina in the late evening.... running at ECP is a good idea and have a good cup of espresso after running is perfect... tommorows morning shift, hopefully its fun..... that's about it.... cheers~

word of the day..... what's about love....

from morning till now, it's all about love and people kept talking about them..... what is all about love?? where do u get them?? from cash converter??? from ntuc fairprice?? or from 7-11 which is just around the corner..... the answer lies in your heart.... (that's what somebody told me)

well, about today, sunday.... it's always with rafiq, sham, and shaohua...... always been talking about what's going through with us for the whole week.....

a very good weekend.... met wan..... huakakakakaka..... he's back from san diego, and im back recently from thai... thought of hearing his bloody american accent but was, still in his singaporean singlish tello....

good news, i just own rocky, rocky ii dvds..... thought of buying godfather too but, too expensive..... my baby birthday is coming..... gonna ber a very hard month.... road tax, bike insurance, bike inspection.... everything...... gonna change her paintwork..... maybe something beautiful and light.... but maybe only.....

got a unplugged session this friday.... not sure which song to perform.... hopefully it went well....

saturday reading support program for the kids.... sunday student support program for primary 3 kids..... well, weekends is filled up with teaching..... maybe i should consider into becoming a teaching profession.... but still, becoming a couch potato is still at my choice......

this coming week is gonna be a rough week... gonna run early in the morning before start work.... and run in the late evening before my dinner..... gonna start training so that i can stop to hear people calling me negative things... that's all for today.... im gonna play boxing..... go rocky!!!! cheers~