0435hrs...

just had my shower.... it's very cold here... i can feel the morning dew.... quite refreshing.... but after awhile, i definitely be dose off... played some tunes on my guitar.... singing married with children by oasis.... i just love the band.... it just keeps on giving me the inspiration.... then follow by fix you by coldplay.... a very sad tune.... had to struggle with the rythme..... hhhmmm... i just wonder why did someone teaches me how to play guitar... i've got 3 guitars and planning to buy another one.... once i already boughtthat guitar, i plan to buy a violin followed by a wooden flute.... hhhhmm... kinda impossible because with the salary i got as a part-timer, i can never dream to bu another guitar.... maybe after i got a stable job..... by then, i will have no time to play such things..... well, let see how it goes.... let time decide by itself... for what it is, syafiq is always syafiq.... same syafiq that we all know..... few phrase that i do know, syafiq is mean, syafiq is tall, syafiq is sweet, syafiq is thin, syafiq is noisy... am i?? hehehe.... let you guys decide....

now im abit high.... i haven't yet got any enough sleep yet.... so please, excuse me.... i need some rest.... hopefully tomoro or in future i can still continue writing. in this blog... and hope the ones reading this still declare as a busybody reading other peoples' blog, but i know you will give a damn.... so i dont mind sharing my thoughts, my story of the day and, bla bla bla..... have a good day ahead.... cheers~

i don't enjoy music because of music itself and how people likes music....
it's because of passion and creating music itself is unimaginable.... how human can change is one, by music itself... it is an illusion...

ohh my god... im like stoning now... it's 0937hr.... yeap im in skool as usual... lecturer still haven't arrived... feel like going home and hug my bed but, can't.... my partner didn't come today... .so for 2 days im doing programming alone..... hhhhmm... doesn't really matter though cos im ok to work alone.... still thinking what am i going to for my final year project.... an automatic rain retrieval is a brilliant idea but, to lazy to think about the mechanism and the gear..... i prefer to do something simple and at the end of the day, we got our dips.... and served our ns.... still waiting for that precious moment to handle the red scroll..... ehehehehehe..... by then, i'll serve ns and after ns definitely i'll take up marine studies.... yeap, another 3 years dip.... bila nak kahwin?? apa tu?? hehehehehehe..... which part of kahwin appear in my life?? hehehe... i guess, i rather be fine with myself bcoz, i know i cant handle a partner.... but there is one partner which i always like, my red scoot.... my partner of the month, partner of the year... hehehehe.... it has always been there when im in bad times, good times, when im single, when im attached, everything.... the scoot holds lots of memories, which im still thinking to keep it for the rest of my life..... kalo tau takpe.... sign out...

everyday is a cold day for me... yeap... my project room is very cold... bad thing i have to bring my sweatshirt to lab everyday and also my laptop... that makes my bag look like as if im going backpacking everyday... hehe... well, doesn't matter to me much because im quite a strong guy... have to get used to it... if not when the time comes for national service training, i'll be flat... hehehe... everyday i took the 0830 bus is like as if im going to work... to someone who always know im late, this the truth, from the first project day, i never came in late... i dont know why... i think im already mature enough to think what is good and what i bad... good news for the ladies, i've already cut my hair... it's been few months i've let the scissors touch my hair... to the rockstars, im still am even without long hair... to my manager, u put on a good faith on urself to trust me as a good worker even with long hair... to my mother, your prayers has been answered... to someone im close with, i just love not to look neat... so im ugly, yes, that's what i am... moral of the story, looks dont matter...

yeap, im at school now.. why am i writing my blog this early... it is because, im bored... im doing programming for almost 2 weeks now and my headaches still not over... im just hanging on the cliff waiting to fall... but me fall, that's impossible... look on the bright side... have faith in HIM and urself... things will just go smoothly... after school today gonna head straight work... doing closing today, so expected time to be home at 0400 hours... some say it's tiring but to me it's not... why, it's passion... dont ever work for money... work for ur time... why work for ur time.. it is because if dont i work, i'll be like at home stoning... that's why make good use of urself...

went to ck tang... yes, i dont remember when is the last time i step in to ck tang... went to HMV, yes, when is the last time i went to HMV... wow, every is fast... completely change... hehehe... at least i get to hang around orchard... well, ramadhan is still long... let not make sin and forgive each other... this is a blessful month which one waiting for... months where the deads come and visit us... i was at mosque yesterday and i came to think about my love ones who leaves me... my grandparents and others... maybe god has the reason why they took them... that's all i have to say...

jadikan al-quran sebagai teman sejati,
zikrullah sebagai penghibur hati,
solat sebagai pendinding diri,
taqwa sebagai baja dalam hati...

tuning up to, go to sleep by radiohead.... it really reminds of my first year in poly where i took the morning bus with tons of tons of students..... hehehe.. now not anymore.... the least is, i wont take bus but if i were to, i'll be damn late where not many people is rushing to school or work.... or either way, i use my baby to school..... hehehehe..... just few glimpse and already in 3rd year.... hehehehe... well, that doesn't really matter.... what matter the most is, RAYA NAK DEKAT!!!!! pheeewit..... ada untung, ada untung, ada untung, ada untung.... confirm get duit raya.... pheewit.... main bunga api... main mercun... main semuanya........ hehehehehehe.....

headache+cough+flu+weak+cold=

SICK!!!

damn it....

in silence, you still smile...
and in those smiles, i see you care...
but being rude, being mean is all part of me...
i'm not a hypocrite...
i don't wear mask...
if i treat you that way,
that is what i am...
yes i am evil...
and yes you didn't say that...
but i know and i just smiled...
we don't argue but we walk separate ways...
you have the right to ask me to go back..
but i walk you to your doorstep...
even if it's a job or isn't...
i'll still watch you,
see you until you reached your doorstep...
im not romantic and im not sweet,
yes im not but i still tried my best...
even if you didn't believe in me,
i still believe in you...
you might be wondering why im writing this...
it is to tell you....

that's because i always love you...

im freaking feeling sick and having this freaking fever from the freaking last few days and fucking didn't freaking recover.... im freak out because the freaking fan is too freaking cold to turn on and im freaking feeling hot under my freaking fat comforter after a freaking hard work becoming the freaking facilator/perfomer and freaking hungry but i still freaking lazy to feed my freaking self....

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that There's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

today was the sickest..... wake up just to go prayers..... and then to holland village, lended bunch of DVDs..... went home and watch DVD.... 1830hrs, went to NUS cultural hall..... then came back at around 2100hrs.... watch DVDs again..... then watch another, follow by another..... until i cannot tahan..... hhmm... im just feeling lost these few days.... i've been missing something and it keeps on reminding.... well, i need to work tommorow... think i better get an early night.....