girls.....
i just dont fucking understand them.....
maybe we don't need to fucking understand them.....
and boys, lets get drunks.....
cheers.....
lets get fucking drunk.....

damn.. such a tiring day.... played football with bonkers just now at kismis.... damn it, it's been so long since i last touch football..... my skills are gone.... freaking shitty.... well, that's about it... im no mood to type.... bye....

i just came back from tioman.... anybody misses me or anybody misses tioman???

a freaking long day today.... starts off by waking up early to take "penyedak" at hougang.... yeap, we dont have any "penyedak".... we had to share with yuying secondary students.... they've got a speech day today and we got the CLF launching today.... and the good thing is, both start freaking in the morning.... had to travel for 30mins to lorong ah soo and then straight to tampines junior college.... i was so freaking sleepy.... no mood for kompang.... no mood for rsp either.... freaking tired and hungry.... lucky for me they serve good foods at the clf launch..... yeap, ate that much.... the day was abit draggy at tampines junior college.... after the whole thing is over, went home.... get an hour of sleep before heading to work..... was punctual for work.... and today's work is shit.... i only sent 4 orders.... fuck me..... and the freaking thing is, i've got a flat tyre and skidded while sending an order to windermere condo.... fucking unlucky... well, that was definitely the last order for me before i pack the bloody rubbish and go home.... due to today's accident, my freaking bones is aching and my legs is freaking hurting.... damn it.... i need rest.... bloody bloody...

phew.... it's already 2am.... i just got home after ours off washing and polishing my scoot.... damn tiring.... played takraw and after went to mac as usual to lepak... after that went to wash bike with jali, apis and shufi..... till now, im back..... so bloody hungry and there's no food to eat and im not going to start my scoot again just to get food.... so bloody lazy and hungry.... ok, now i have to find a way to find food.... anybody can bloody help me cos tomoro i have to meet hashim at hougang just to collect something.... bloody bloody.... im just sick of morning wakes......

kuddoss... i pass my exams!!!! im now officially 3rd year!!! watch out kids, when im in final year, everythings is not gonna be rit..... definitely..... u lads better act decent or i'll beat u!!!! bloody bloody.....

fuck em!! we got 3rd.... the competitors was too easy.... damn it.... today i've argue with mum..... damn, i wanted to buy my dream scoot... and yes, she say it's a waste of money... it's something what u dream for and somebody said it is a waste of money.... for all i know, life has been very hard.....for me, yes.... i came all the way from ite to poly, not because i intend to.... i came to ngee ann not because i intend to, it's because im putting my family status on the line...... i dont care if i got a bloody hard time finding work.... let it be.... the world is bloody complicated, why want to make it simple.... it's all about using common sense and there, u get the job... why study so hard and ended up working and become stupid.... might as well u work as a contractor and know what u are doing.... and bloody making people house is not a joke... i salute the foreign workers... they build my house and bloody hell, it's still standing.... u got an ite cert, it's already enough for urself.... it's not as if u want to live in a castle where u have to pay ur employees.... come on, it's all in the mind.... i make $150 every month, and god damn it.... im gonna bloody save that bloody to buy my dream bike.... and i'll gonna pass down that thing to my juniors and they gonna pass that down to their juniors and the shit carry on.... it's not about trend or some bloody lifestyle, it's the passion.... i bloody spent $10 per month to buy a magazine which consist less than 50 pages to look at lambrettas and vespa.... that's how bloody im crazy about.... to those people who are reading this, u can say im crazy but, when u want something in ur life and u dont get it, u just feel incomplete...... am i bloody rit??

so much of the trainings... today is the competition.... gonna leave home at 1030 and leave for kallang river at 1130..... damn... im so nervous.... hopefully all the hard trainings will make us prepared.... yeap, im talking about dragonboats....

today suppose to work... but i chao keng.... khuakakakakaka..... thanks to that somebody, i am late for work and last minute lazy to go to work..... well, cheers!!!!

alip nasi lemak!! here i come..... khuakakakakakakakakakaka....

today's been raining.... i woke up and went to the kitchen, ader mee goreng!!! yeay.... had my stomach full, then went back to sleep.... in the evening, went to order mcdelivery.... that bloody rider bloody took his bloody own sweet time.... and bloody hell, im bloody freaking angry because, "a bloody angry man is always a bloody hungry man", bloody hell and to bloody mcdelivery riders, thank u so much..... but after all, everything was back to normal... i've got what i want and they've got what they need.... thanks to somebody who message me while i was waiting for the bloody mcdelivery.... and btw, dont make a date on 16th april cause i've got some rock climbing to do..... yeay... somebody going for rock climbing course... sure do.... that's me, 24 hour adventure..... and that's life for today..... eat, sleep..... and see u in my dreams......

kompang was sooo cool just now!!! apart from the tanjak we wore, we did incredibly well... i was so amazed about our performance.... playing with our heart and soul as a volunteer from 4PM, it gives the feeling of passionate.... all the hard time we've been through trainings in 4PM, sore hand, we still manage to get it done.... kudoos to hashim.... baru main satu event dah ader orang mintak namecard.... sadly, kiter takde namecard... terpaksa lah kiter pakai pen samer paper... wow, today was so tiring and didn't get enough sleep.... went nite cycling yesterday and it was damn fun..... yeap apart from the tiredness and the freaking out, i can say this is the best weekend..... thumbs up everyone!!! kudoos again to hashim, kudoos to me for being v. chairman in the nite cycling, kudoos to everyone in the rsp.... u all make the impossible.... see u all again in CLF function at TPJC... we've got kompangs again....

wow.... such a tiring day.... after such a long day... errmm... as usual, start my day with going to work.... came abit late but not that late..... sent some oreders.... was lucky today didn't get some fussy customer..... after work, headed off to eunos to have dinner with the whole family.... had a very huge dinner.... but sad thing is, that restaurant did not have a very good service.... apart from a very pleasant dining and good food, the service is totally crap..... after dinner, went straight home and went out with my baby.... meet up some friends at bukit panjang at sepak takraw... sorry dudes, i cant play cause i just had dinner.... im gonna throw out if i were to play with u guys..... after meeting them, went to video ezy river valley to rent some cool dvds... yes!!! cool dvds.... that includes supercross, and wedding crashers.... well, i just finish watching supercross and the show was damn cool.... i wish to have my own ktm 250 but mum wont allow..... haizz..... well, that's for today dudes, some other time...

today, no work again... firstly, send mum to work at tuas.... then top up my fuel tank... went back home and syafiq ag gave me a call to know whether azhar b'dae card is ready... but i haven't even start yet... straight to develpoping photo at bukit timah... then went to bukit panjang to buy some sprays.... then up to balestier to buy some art stuffs.... now the materials is complete.... i'll start with planning the b'dae cards.... wanted to do some futura theme.... but i did that most of the b'dae card oreadi.... too common.... shall start with a fire bubble.... then a big of orangey splash at the middle and lastly, some spraying effect to make it look messy.... but unfortunately, it turn out to be abit disappointing.... the words cant be seen..... but, it took a perfect 3 hours to complete a satisfying art piece.... after the task is done, went to 4PM to accompany hashim to kampung collection to collect jedur.... he already ordered at kampung melayu thru his colleague.... so planning to take before 6.... took cab to kampung melayu..... upon reaching the shop, we went to survey some costumes that can be worn during our show in future... we look around and unfortunately, we saw canang.... the shokeeper offer us and agree to sell us about fifty buck... we straight away grab it with our jedur and headed back to 4PM.... then we train kompang as usual and there goes my day..... back home and waiting for someone to put me to sleep....... hhhmmmmm....

today, had a very long day at work... i had to even do a 100km/h to sungei kadut to catch up the docket... im getting freaking late for delivery... i was putting life at risk during the delivery... but who cares, the only thing i cared for is my family and god... blasting sarah mclachlan song to my ears, speeding off... i manage to end work safely... im now showing people i atleast got some seriousness in work... people think im always not serious... now, i'll be very serious... watch out dude, it may hurt... but who cares... im me, and nobody will ever stop me... well, to that person, i know im very rough when it comes to talking... im sorry if either way i hurt you through my words... i'll never be a good gentleman nor be a good friend... i'll just be who i am... but, im there to lend a pair of ear if u have any problem... when problem comes we share... we dont keep... lifes already miserable, why make it more miserable... well, that's about it... im starting to keep this shit update... hope u can enjoy got shit about my life... cos it's never been bored...

it's 1.15am and i just woke up.... damn it.... i very hungry.... i want to go to alip.... yeay...

it was on the 16th december 2004, i was in Podos, Taginambur, Sabah... someone wrote a phrase on my shirt which i 'll never forget:

hope you can bring lights to others like over here in Sabah...

when the times comes, im just isn't ready... but when the times is past, i feel regret... i've never take things seriously... it's all about me having fun... why?? life is already miserable... why make it more?? being silence is easy... shall i be quiet...

i getting freaking lazy for work..... bloody bloody.... i only enjoy a 7 hours of sleep.... and now, im gonna get ready for work..... freaking workaholics....

quiet shall i promise to be.... let no one see.... let invisible can only be seen....

im freaking tired of yesterday event..... went to RSP cert presentation in the morning till evening.... then head to work and now, i just came home!!!! damn..... such a hard day today...... im bloody listening to incubus.... im so freaking want to be alone!!! so let be it.......

the world is full of hatred, so let us all hate!!!

i've completed my bloody storyline for RSP cert presentation skit.... only left with the bloody powerpoint presentation..... so much of my idea of using the visual narrator.... bloody bloody..... two jobs for one bloody event.... im just freaking out for not having enuff sleep.... im totally hungry at this moment.... but im just freaking ignore my bloody stomach..... and im just gonna bloody continue this freaking slides...... bloody bloody....

one month never update this bloody blog... ermm.... so many things to say... well, practically, i just came back from kluang for some mountain climbing stuff.... so cool... well month of february, so much happenings... went for oasis gig... that was the highlight of the month.... they are one kick ass band.... bloody bloody..... how i wish to be a bloody rockstar..... week after oasis gig was the exam week..... i had a freaking exam and i still have the time for camps..... bloody hell nevermind... im just a smart ass.... i did quite ok on my exams and hoping to pass..... the paper is now freaking over and let's discuss about the holidays.... yeah, i mean holidays..... no more school!!!! the only things that make me sick is sending those pizzas...... bloody part time job.... make my life hell!!!! what to do.... im just a bloody undergraduate.... wait till i get those diplomas, u just see me sending pizza in ur dreamss..... by then, i'll deliver ur pizza using choppers.... this week a busy week.... bloody yesterday i didn't sleep because im finishing up the storyline for this coming saturday rsp cert presentation..... bloody bloody..... thanks to the freaking network, i can't open my bloody attachments and the energy wasted doing the freaking storyline just went down the freaking drain.... what a hell!!!! well, time is freaking late..... i just got in to say i suppose to say and if u wanna freak out of what im writing, u can just press the X button at the right top corner of the window.... aniwae, 3 cheers for a sweet revenge....so long and gd bloody nite......