TodAe I sTayEd HomE ThE WhoLe DaE.....I f*cKinG AwAkE ArD 1400 houRs.......FounD My HanDphonE HaS BeEn SwiTchEd Off.......I DOnT KnoE WhO ThE F*cK SwiTcH Off My PhOnE...........WeLL NevER MinD, At LeaSt it aiN'T DiStuRb Me WhiLE I'm NaPPinG..........I DiD SomE ChOReS....NoRmaL RouTine...AtE SomE "NaSi GoRenG"......At AroUnD 1600, I sWitCh on Tv......TunE On To HBO......It WaS "HAPPY GILMORE" AcT By AdAm SanDleR.......It wAs F*cKinG FuNNy............I HaD A GrEaT LaugH As If I Was MAd......ThE onLY ThinG i MissEd iS my PoPcoRns.............I hAveNt AtE thEm fOr F*uCkInG DeCaDe(just joking).........HeY, QuiT uSing TheSe F*cKinG VulGaR LanguaGe.............It'S F*ckIng IrrItaTing!!!!!!!!!!!DaMn F*CKers aNd ThE F*cKinG SonG!!!!!!!!!!!!!(confuse)

TodAe Is DaMn Fun, TirInG..............WeNt To NgEE ANn PoLytEcHnIc ArOuNd 1545 HouRs WiTh My SiStER.......ProMisE ZaM tO me MeeT HiM ArD 1600 At CanTeeN 2.........BuT AS PEr noRMal, I'M AlwayS LatEr..........MEeT HiM WiTh HiS FriEnD, VijAy......AfTeR Few miNuTeS LatER, LatIff CaMe To tHe SpoT........Minute AfTer LAtIff aRRivEd, KhAiRi AppeAr WiTh A "LoAn" G-BaG On HiS ShouldEr PlaYinG No-DouBt ShiTz.........WenT StrAiGhT To ThE B-BaLL CourT...............We WeNt ShooTing FoR FeW minuTeS AnD PlaYeD 2 On 2..........As UsuAl, I ANd NiZam WinS ThE maTch..........GeT A FeW miNuTeS ResT........I wEnt To PraCtiCE My 3 PoinTer ShOt...KinD Of FuN..........StiLL ReMEmBer YeSteRdAe, I DId PlaYeD aT 0200 HouRs WiTh My HoMiE WhEN i CanT GeT tO sLeeP.......LonG timE nEveR plAy ThiS KinD Of ShiTzz.......Back to sQuaRe One, I ApProAch NiZaM to PlaY HORSe WiTh Me......He's TrYinG to Make ME losE BuT aT LAsT, hE gAveD Up.....I repeAt, He GaveD Up.......ThEn wE StArT plAyinG hOrSe TogeThER 5 PeoPle.........I GoT TO SeT ThE FiRsT FeW TriCks BuT AfTer thaT, tOO tiReD tO ThrOw PRoPErLy.........ThEn We StArT tO Do StUpiD ThinGs.........It wAs KhAirI IdEaS.........We HaD To TuRN 20 TiMes BeFoRE ThrOwinG ThE bAll.......sHiT......EvERyBodY HaD tHeiR tRy......It waS DamN DiZZy...............I CoulD OnlY SeE tHe BoArd......My ViSiOn WaS DAmN FuCk Up.........EveRybOdY hAd A GrEat LAugH In ThAt PArTiCuLar MoMent.......I KinD Off TaP ouT AfTer thaT inCidEnT....Im Too TiReD to PlaY.....FeW MinuTeS LatEr, We PAcK OuR BaGs anD ReTuRn tO thE PooL areA......WeLL, ThAt'S NoT ThE enD Of ThE dAy, We PlaYeD tAblE tEnnIS AftER ThAT.....VijAy DidN't CaTcH tHe ActioN.........i AdMit I LosT aLL ThE mAtchEs in TaBLe TeNNIs....NoT a dAe FoR mE To PlaY TaBle TeNNiS..........At ArounD 2000, We LeaVe tHe SpoRtS hALL.....PrOcEEd To ThE bAckGaTe anD strAigHt tO thE Bus StoP......MY BuS ArrIvED FirSt....I AnD khAiRi BoaRd thE buS.....LeFt ThAt TWo GunDoos, LAtiFF anD nizAM, At ThE BuS sToP......TooK 77 To BukIt BaToK IntErChanGe.....On ThE WaY, NaS GaVe A CAll.........He AsK a faVouR frOm Me To AccOmPanY HiM tO AbG AttAR CrIbs To SettLe SomE DeBts(just joking)......We WEnT ThEre tO Do SomE PaPEr wORk.....Ermm...NoT me Do ThE pApErwOrk BuT NAs DiD it......I WiLL noT dO tHiS kinD of tHingY........FeeL LefT ouT At AbG aTTaR's CriB........WaTcH a SuRia ProGraM, FEnoMenA......It wAs An InTeREsTinG ProGram...It's KinD Of HoRRor DrAma.....inTeReStinG Show..........JuSt AfTer ThE dRamA, We BuZZ off fRom AbG attAR's CriBs.............I HeAdEd stRaiGhT homE WiTHouT hEsitAtiOn........My body WaS dAmN sTicKy...........ThE FiRsT thInG i dO WhEn I stEP homE is TakE a ShoWer........FinAllY, My BoDy SmElls LoiKe A FloWER.............hahAha.........WeLL I bEttA GraB sOMe FeWd noW...............KinDa HungRy.................SO LONg MOFO!!!!!!!!!!

A DaY Of TiReDnEsS, SaDnEsS, FuLL oF EMoTioNs..................we DiDn'T QuaLiFy FoR tHe ThIrD RouNd IN SenTosa BeAcH SoCCeR........LoST In PEnALtY KiCk.................BuT StILL, ThE SpiRiTs As A TeAm ReMaiNs..... EvErYBoDy MakEs MisTakEs............AniWaE, ItS aN inCrEDiBle ExPeRienCe FoR us...........PlaYinG On ThE bEacH is MorE TiRing ThAn Playing on The FiELd..........AnD It DoeS HuRT tOO(CONFIRM!!!)..........ToOk A ShOweR ThEn WenT strAiGhT hoMe........ToOk A nAP TiLL 1917 houRs........MuM WoKe Me Up............WeNt to My NEiGhBOuR's CrIB To EaT CoS ThEy Are ceLEbRaTiNg ThEiR DaugHtER's BirThDaE(HAPPY BIRFDAE YO!!!)..........HoW Can I nOT EaT FREE FooD...........ChILL At ThEiR CriBs TiLL 2130............thE CakE is BlOOdY TaSTy.........A TaStE oF CoFFee wiTh SliCe OF BlueBerrY JaM In BeTwEeN the CakE.............CanT StoP EaTing...........WenT hOmE AnD DiD WaTcH wHo's HOT???? DamN................GiRl WitH BiG HoHos...................

AfTeR wHo'S HoT, A CloSe FrIeNd Of MinE RAnG mE........WiTH SoRRoWs, He sAiD HiS muM RaN AwaY FrOM HomE..........IN ThE InCiDenT WhEre hIs DaD BrOugHT AnOthER WomAn HoMe AnD pRopOsE To HiS muM TO AccePt ThEiR MArrIagE................It'S VeRy sAd To HeAr Him SaYinG ThiS..........I KneW HiS muM iS vErY SuPPorTing...........tHiNgS ArE NoT ChAnGinG ANY BettEr yEt moRe WorSt............

WeLL, I CouLd OnlY SaY tO mY HomIe, Be paTiEnt BrO..........NO uSeD FoR bEinG VeRy AngrY.......... No UsE FoR hAtInG Too......EverYbODY MAkes MisTaKes.........JuSt ThiNk PoStiIvEly.........MaYbE, YoU LeT YoU UnCles, AunTs And YoUR gRanDPaRentS To SettlE ThIs FoR YouR FAmiLy.........JuSt DonT mAkE tHiNgS gET Any WorsT........ThIS Is ThE TiME tO thInK BouT ThE FuTurE bRo!!!! I AlwAyS TeLL YoU, LeT thE PAsT bE hIstorY, RighT noW IS A PReSEnT, AnD ToMMoroW ThE UnPreDicTaBle........As AlWaYs, May gOd bleSS yoU AnD Be On YouR SiDE.....

KeeP thiS In MinD.......AcTiOn SpeAkS LouDeR ThAn WorD.......Hmmmm.........JuSt AnoThER PhRASe i hEaRd fRom mA FrIeNdS.............wEll ItS KInDa tRue.......aNIwAe, yEsTerdAe iT's a lONg nIGhT fOr mE.......ovErNiGhtINg aT mA fRieNs' cHaLEt aNd oF coURSe dId gET a NAp.........Its' My FrEnS' GiRL B'DaE.......HaPPy BirThDaE!!!!! wHat eLsE CaN i SaY To You ThouGh.......SoRry Coz I DiDn'T bRinG u Any PreSenT.......ShOPS ArE CloSeD........RaIN hAs MadE us DeLAyEd FoR our TriP FrOM SenTOsA To Pasir riS.....AniWaE, We DoeS HaVE FuN WiF U GuYS........SpeCiALLY ThE PARt wHiCh I WoRe BoXeRs anD Din'S SinGleT TO Cheers............I LooK LikE A GaY BoY???....Hmmm....SuRPrISingLY, I sAW SyaFiq, A ScHoOlMAte, BuYing StUffs At cHeErs........He ToLD ME I LOOk SeXy........KhaKhAKhA......BougHT somE WaLL's ICe-cReAM, ThE moSt ExPEnsIvE Ice-CreAm i've EveR BOughT.........It'S $7.50!!!.......But whO CaReS.....WhEN I fEeL LikE EaTinG, I DOnT CaRe If Its eXpeNsiVe Or NoT........I JuSt BuY iT!!! On ThE WaY BaCk, I cRacK sOme JoKeS.....GuYs ArE LauGhinG LikE HeLL ThoUgH......Its 0300 WheN wE ReAcH BaCk tHeRe.......PlaYeD sOme CaRdS.....I LoSt To SeVeNtY SiX PoINtS.......As a PuniShMEnT, DiD sEvEntY SiX PusH-upS........KinD Of EaSy.....BuT, HaNdS ArE AcHiNg AftER LonG Day At SenToSa PlAyinG BeACh soCcEr.........0400 hOurS.......MY MinD aRe WanDeRinG EveRyWhErE........I WeNt InSiDE AnD dId SoMetHing USEfUl fOR mySelF whICh is, GO tO BeD...........AfTeR An houR OF SleEP.........I FeLT As If I wAs At AnTaRtICa.........BlooDY ColD.....WeNt to SeARcH SomE BlaNkEts.......iT WaS nOwhErE TO BE FOunD.......CaN't HeLp IT ANiMOrE, I PuLL ThE bEdShEEt AnD uSe It AS My BlaNkeT...IT DoEs WoRk AniWaY..........WaKe Up At 0913 HouRs wHEN HaFIz WokE me Up........FirSt ThinG, I sEarCh FoR my BoaRdShorTs..........ThEn sTrAigHt to ThE PooL......I'm ThE LAst TO aRRivE aND I'm ThE FiRsT tO jumP in....... DiD A SommErSaulT IN fRonT oF thaT BlOOdy, fAttY LifeGuarD........ScoLdED ME FOR NoT taKInG A ShoWer BefoRe EnteRinG THe PooL anD diVINg IntO the PooL........WhO cArEs!!!!!! I wOndEr HoW He Is GonNa SaVe a ViCtIM wiTh HiS FaT StoMacH??........I ThinK he USeS ThAt to MAke hiM FLoaT......Did SwIM FoR An HouR.........Get OuT TakE anD StRaiGhT tO thE sHoWeR ROOM.......LuCkIly, DiN brINg SomE ShAmpOO anD sOAP.......AnD TOwEl.......KhEkhEkhE........I dId ShAre ThaT WIth Him......AfTeR chAngE, we WenT To WaTcH ouR OLD TiME FaVOurIte Tv ShoW, POWER RANGER!!!!!!!!!! WhiLe WaTcHing, AtE sOMe BrEaKfaSt, CEREALS.......I Didn'T ReMEmbER WhT kINd Of cEreAls wAs tHat bUt I jUst eAt iT........ItS A ChOcOlaTe CeReAl........dEpARtUrE aT 1135........wHiLE WAitING for tHe 1200 sHuTTle bUs, i anD diN plAyeD pooL.......We PlaYeD 2 GaMeS.... OF couRsE, I WOn BotH....BuT AboUt TiME wE WeRe tO PaCk tHe AccESoriEs, thE buS wEnT Off......DamN..... We HaD tO waLk All ThE waY to PAsIr RiS MrT..........SaVe SOme FaRes.......i TOOk a NaP aT ThE MRT TrAIn............It sTaRtED RainInG WhEn I rEAcH My GhEttO HooD..........WhEn I REaCh My DoOr, MuM waS YeLLinG aT Me......I hAd No coMMEnTs........WenT tO My ROOm, CleAn It.... ThEn MuM PErSuaDes Me.........DiD SOme SloW TaLK.......AfTer EaTinG, DaD AsK me TO MoP thE fLooR.......HmM..... WiThouT HeSitAtiOn, I MoP ThE HaLL aND My ROOm Too.......tHe FLooR Is KinD Of ShInY NoW!!!!! AfTer mOPPing, I TaKE A LonG nAP....WokE up aNd iT 1900........taKe A ShowEr AnD SoLAt MAghRib.........AfTer ThAT, LoG On anD See My BloGsPot.........."wOit Mrajuk aper??"...........WeLL, WoRDs Is StILL YeT tO bE sPokEn.............

TimE......FiVe HouRs FifTeeN MinuTeS AnD ThIrTy Six SecondS.......I jUst WoKe Up FrOM My AfTeRnOOn Nap.......SpeCiAl ThaNks TO My CouSin WhO JuSt CaLLEd Me.........It'S DrIzzLing OutSiDE......MakEs No DiFFerEncE..........I DidN'T MeeT NoBodY tOdaE NoR NevEr SeE NoBoDy TodAY..........I juSt StAyEd Home.....PRaCtiCinG My HouSeKeePing SkiLLs For My fuTuRe NeeDs.........Hmm........I DId SoMe ChoRes; DisHwAsHinG, CLeaN ThE Fu*cKinG CeILinG FaN..........FeeL LiKe TrYinG OuT To Do SomE ShAkeS BuT I RaThEr Not......ThiNkINg ThAt iT WiLL enD Up LikE WHaT My CouSin DiD...ShaKe 'o'HoLiC........SpEnD HaLF HouR In ThE BaThRooM.......AgAin, ThAnkS tO My CouSiN!!!!!!!SeeK HeLp FrOm ThE proFfeSiOnAL FirSt BEfoRE TrYinG Out AnytHinG........SorRy FoR bEeFinG u CuZZy, BuT It'S TruE WaT!!!BiAr TaK Maju, JaNgAN BoDoH SomBong!!!!!!AnD DonT TrY To Be LikE NaKeD ChEf CoS U'rE NoT oNe!!!!!!ThiS ReMinDs Me Of My FriEnD, KhaIrUL OsMaN..........We OvErNiGhT At hiS PlaCe SomEtIme LasT YeaR......We wErE FeeLinG HuNgRy.......As uSuAL, I aNd HiM WiLL CooK......We'LL cOOk My FaVouRitE DeLiCaciEs, MarVouLouS MaGgI Mee......AfTeR FiNiSh unPackiNg ThE StUFfs, WiTh ConfidEncE.......KhAI ShoUT, "LetAk MinYaK BraPE ByK?????"........CoOkinG MaggI WiTh OiL????WaT ThE Fu*K........MayBe It'S HiS FiRsT TimE COoKinG.......OnLy GoD knoWs..............KhAI anD HiS bLooPerS wILL AlwAyS Make Us ReMinDs oF Him......He GoT A RXZ MotObIke AnD GuEsS WhAt, It CaN OnLy Go 90Km/H..........KhAkhA.........He UsEd To RiDe RXK wItH SoMe BuBbLes DeSiGn On His BikE.........AgAin ThAt CaN OnlY Go Less ThAn 90km/h...........MayBe U ArE ougHt To DriVe SloW BrO!!!!!BuT No MatTer WhAt biKe He RiDe.......He IS GlAd To WhAt hE haVe OwN........ReMEMbeR, SpEEdinG Is AN OffENce......................By tHe waY, Mr shAggZ GoNNA TaKE HiS RiDinG ThEoRy TeSt On ThE 21st MArCh............HopE U DO WeLL BrO.......OnlY RaCeRs TaKe RTT One TiME........LikE Me....Khakha.........As ALwAyS, PuBliC TrAnSPorT Is BettER ThAn pRivAtE TrAnsPort.......At LeaSt We GeT To SeE ChIcks...........GooD ChiCks, PrEttY ChiCk...........Ey!!! StiCk To ThE PrinCiplEs, Be a hAteR. noT A LovER.......UnTiL wHen U wANNa Be A HaTeR???????OnLy GOd KnowS..........................

I WenT To ChiLL JusT Now....WiF Non OthEr NeiGhBourHooD FrEn, NaS....He KinD Of ComPlainT To ME AbOuT HiS AsiAnizE sTuFF....I HaVe NO COmmEntS To Him....JuSt SiT AnD LisTen To hIs SoRRowS...He WaS PlaNNinG TO QuiT As AsIaNizE....Hmm... As UsuAl, I CanT SAy AniTHing.... JusT Sit And LisTEn AgAin..PlaNNinG To AcCOMpAny HiM To DovEr TommOrOW FoR HigHeR niTEc ReGisTraTioN...If oNly I Can WakE Up....


TodAe, GoT ManE FeWds aT My cRibS...MuM CooK LakSa AnD Not SurE WheRe The BriYani RicE COme FroM...SuCh A PleAsAnt DaY..wAkE UP And sEe It's RaIninG...FooD In ThE KitChEn...No neEd To ShoWeR, BaCk TO Never eNdINg LAnD....WAkE Up tAke ShoWeRs And MeeT HomIe, NAs, ComE baCk AnD UpdaTe THiS ShiT...AnD, YES!!! YESS!!! YES!!! JusT SaY YeS!!!.........

The olden days has return. We had a BBQ pit in East Coast yesterdae. Went to play fortress, rugby at around 1800 hours. BBQ starts at 1930. Dian and Hamizah was there too. Nizam brought his lover. So that makes a total of 3 girls at our scene. If I'm not mistaken, there were 19 boys. Didn't expect such an attendance. Lucky for us, the rain stops in the afternoon. If not, we gonna have a BBQ in the rain. Played some games; protect the fortress, rugby, NFL football. Our bodies are hurting and aching. But who cares. We just want to have some fun. At 2100, Sadikin's family arrive at the scene suddenly. I was shocked. We immediately stop playing cards as to respect the parenthood. The best thing is, Wan owe me 20 cents and Sob owe me 40 cents. Just wanted trying gambling. At around 2300 hours, me and my cuzzy buzz off from the scene.....

Today is the most regretful day. It was 2345 hours. I was wif my friend, Nasrool, tryin' to get some junk foods. We were on the way to Cheers store, we passed by Kopitiam. As I went up the stairs, I notice a girl was looking at me. First glance, I saw her hair. I passed by her. Then, something changed my mind. I told my friend to just get some dessert at Kopitiam. No need to go to Cheers store instead. When i take second glance of her. GOT DAMN IT. Immediately, I told myself that I have fall for her. Her eyes, hair, style, the looks on her face is still kept inside my mind till now. It's just the type of girl whom I wanna spent my 1st relationship life with. But things get worst after all. She got on her feet as soon as I began to order some coffee for my friend and tea for myself. She left with her friend approaching towards the MRT. I can stand it anymore. I'm sorry I can't continue this story. It's a failure for me.....

A person will change in a few years. Some changes to a good person. Some change to a bad one. For me, yes. I'm changing into my Burberry's suits....

A person does change...

It's not that I'm bein' choosy. I only have a crush on you. I'm really sorry for not acceptin' your friendship. It will only do no good and I'm not fit to be with you. You are too beautiful for me. It's better for you to find somebody else more lovin' and carin' than me. Hope you can understand the situation here.......



Now that we're here, it's so far away.
All the struggle we thought was in vain.
All the mistakes, one life contained.
They all finally start to go away.
Now that we're here its so far away.
And I feel like I can face the day.
I can forgive and I'm not ashamed.
To be the person that I am today
(So far away - Staind)