i just need to take a look at the time and it tells me everything.... i'm left with 2 more months before leaving the army, my reponsibility as a medical personnel.... i'll be one chap who doesn't give a shit about anything again.... but hopefully, i will change for the better.... and to see the future is coming so fast, i need to place myself in the middle because future just makes us worry and the past just makes us smile.... let just make time decides on everything.... enjoy the ride driven by time... cheers~

sometimes, money is not the matter... it's always about happiness... and money, that's just a bonus!

it's saturday and it's damn boring!!! why, because the plan has just been ruined!!!! fuck!!

just look up the stars and believe who you are...

sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, apatah lagi suami isteri...

when comes the day i start to walk is the day that I'll think about running.

it was 14th of January 2006, i wrote this on my blog...

it was last night when i didn't approach her, so dumb of me to ignore her... now i have to wait for another moment to see her again... damn...

it was last night she approaches me... she closed my eyes and whisper these words; "guess who?"... the moment i hear her voice, my heart suddenly stopped... and it was really her... i was in denial... it looks like a dream but this is reality... and she did went back just to surprise me on my birthday... and finally, i get to see her smiles again... thank you darl~